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suanzEver had an incident where you know the style of a particular fanfic author is not your cup of tea, yet you still go ahead and read another of the author's story out of curiosity???
Well - it happened to me. I cannot say that the author is bad - in fact the author is really good, I think(??). It's just kinda dark & depressing.
I simply cannot comprehend why the fuck I torment myself cos the last time I read this author's fic, I was fucking disturbed.
Anyway, despite that, I did not stop midway cos I had to know the ending right. No point being disturbed and not reading the entire story, right?? Afterall, I'm already affected/upset/whatever.
As expected, I was once again disturbed by the story. I tell myself - It's just a story. Snap out of it!!!! But it creeps into my mind now & then.
I really need to get a life. Sigh.........
Well - it happened to me. I cannot say that the author is bad - in fact the author is really good, I think(??). It's just kinda dark & depressing.
I simply cannot comprehend why the fuck I torment myself cos the last time I read this author's fic, I was fucking disturbed.
Anyway, despite that, I did not stop midway cos I had to know the ending right. No point being disturbed and not reading the entire story, right?? Afterall, I'm already affected/upset/whatever.
As expected, I was once again disturbed by the story. I tell myself - It's just a story. Snap out of it!!!! But it creeps into my mind now & then.
I really need to get a life. Sigh.........
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Date: 2009-11-26 12:57 am (UTC)Would it be ok for me to reveal the fic here? I wouldn't want to offend anyone especially the author. Can I email you instead?
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Date: 2009-11-26 01:02 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-11-26 01:11 am (UTC)