Nonsensical ramble - please ignore me.........

[suanz]

Ever had an incident where you know the style of a particular fanfic author is not your cup of tea, yet you still go ahead and read another of the author's story out of curiosity???

Well - it happened to me. I cannot say that the author is bad - in fact the author is really good, I think(??). It's just kinda dark & depressing.

I simply cannot comprehend why the fuck I torment myself cos the last time I read this author's fic, I was fucking disturbed.

Anyway, despite that, I did not stop midway cos I had to know the ending right. No point being disturbed and not reading the entire story, right?? Afterall, I'm already affected/upset/whatever.

As expected, I was once again disturbed by the story. I tell myself - It's just a story. Snap out of it!!!! But it creeps into my mind now & then.

I really need to get a life. Sigh.........

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It had the usual warnings yes. I actually dun need to read the warnings cos I know the author by reputation. (I've read one of the author's fic before and scanned thru some to know the style.)

I guess curiosity got the better of me, and I succumbed.

This rant is more to kick myself in the arse for my idiocy. =^_^=